Start my February 2018 attending a motivation talk by Anthony Robbins or good to know as Tony Robbins at Singapore Expo.
We are very lucky because we do not have to worry about accommodation because my aunt stays at Singapore and it is very near to the Expo. Is like it takes 10 minutes to arrive by driving or by public bus.
So as usual, the first day of attending training, with feeling curious and hesitation because not familiar with the place and I was drag by my husband to attend this talk. Arrived at about 9am everybody is queuing to go in the hall squeezing like sardines as everybody wants to get their good seat as is a free seating concept.
Manage to register one day before the event and took the handbook or notebook full of information and the entry pass which is the hand strap which you are supposed to wear it throughout the 4 days training. Without this strap, you are not allowed to enter the hall. To replace new strap it will cost you SGD 30 and if loss your important notebook to replace it will cost you too but I can’t really remember.
So the first day we start about 12pm. The first thing they do is go crazy!!! where they have a group of professional trainer doing warm-up dancing. I was shock and wonder if I am in the wrong hall. Then I notice No I wasn’t in the wrong hall. This is CRAZY!!
After about I not sure, about 10 minutes I guess as everyone is like Crazying there, I did not notice the time we were “Celebrating”, and Tony Robbins come out and this is my first time really meet him because my husband is a fan but not me. As mention earlier I was dragged by my husband to attend this course.
So I wasn’t really concentrating while he is talking. So when he asked Why Are You Here? in my heart is I force too. He says, is alright, but he promise towards the end of the course, it will change my mindset. So as usual, I was like “Ya right!”.
About nearly 1 hours he starts his talk, it has already affected my thinking. He shaking me awake, asking me to wake up. Asking me to discover my own passion, my courage and purpose of my Life. Once after living in this world for 30 years, I suddenly discover what stops me from moving forward! FEAR!! (FUCK EVERYTHING AND RUN)
FEAR is the one who stops me from thinking, stop me from venturing. FEAR is the one makes me frustrated, bad-tempered, break down easily and the 2 primary FEARS that human beings share is:
- We’re not ENOUGH
- We’re won’t be LOVED
This is so true, I always have a concern what others feel about me, what others will comment on me. When the opportunity comes, I will reject because I will always say I don’t think I am capable of doing it. WTF!!! YES, THIS IS ME FOR 30 freaking years!!!! I have created this blog is to record down my colourful life and how the hell I am going to make people feel colourful if I myself FEEL SHIT!!!
That is the time I decided that this is it!! I am ending my journey of FEAR!!! I will challenge myself to change my freaking habit now. What I learn on the first day is to break my comfort zone. Life is too short to suffer. Change my FOCUS! Success without fulfilment is an ultimate failure. The first-day session end about 11.30pm after the fire walk. Of course, I didn’t walk on the fire because on the 1st day, I still have the FEAR of hurting my own foot. So, my husband went on. I am surprised, he is alright!! I kind of regret not trying actually. I guess I will still go back to the talk one day.