To be happy, the first thing you need to do is LIKE YOURSELF!
The world is a reflection of yourself. When we dislike ourselves, we dislike everybody else. The world will be wonderful if we love being who we are. I am still learning how to love myself. I always have the perception that as long as other people are happy, I will be happy. However, it seems that other people are happy but if they do not appreciate my effort and my sacrifice, I feel unhappy. I guess I am wrong.
I will have to start eliminating the thinking of “I don’t deserve it”. I have to start loving myself in order for me to live more happily. I am learning how to live in a more healthy environment. Control my temper and anxious habit.
I wanted to share my happy moment yesterday. I am a gemstone person. I always believe the powerful of gemstone in healing human’s body negative energy. The gemstone I always like is Amethyst and Tourmaline. Yesterday while waiting for my fiance, I went to One Utama to have a walk. I pass by this crystal shop name HOJB. I always pass by this shop but it never clicks in my mind that I will walk into the shop. Yesterday not too sure why indirectly I just walk into the shop and the first thing I see is this Tourmaline bracelet with 108 beads.
I love Tourmaline stone because it attracts happiness and promotes kindness and harmony. Tourmaline stone also promotes calmness. Because of its multicolour nature, the tourmaline is one of the rare semi-precious gemstones that easily evokes a genuine vibration of happiness and lightness of being. This main quality is enhanced by the specific colour of your tourmaline, be it yellow for self-esteem, pink for love, blue for serenity, green for health, etc.
I am learning how to love myself. I fall in love with the bracelet the moment I saw. I guess this is what we call fate. I have fate with this bracelet because for so many time I have passed by the shop I never went into the shop, but yesterday I walk in without hesitation. I bought it without thinking about the price. In my mind when I saw this bracelet I saw happiness and I tell myself is time to reward myself because I deserve it.
Loving my life, taking it one step at the time. Learning meditation as well to practice calm and peaceful lifesyle.