Today might not be a good day for me.
I am very disappointed. Disappointed with my work, disappointed with my life, disappointed with human attitude. Sometimes, we will not be able to please everybody in this world. We might not be able to achieve things that we are expecting too.
Same thing, We not able to expect everybody to understand us as well. People with negative energy will sometimes misunderstand what you conveying.
This quote crosses my mind and I decided to make it into an artwork.
“Sometimes We Create Our Own Heart Break Through Expectations”.
It makes me feel that sometimes I shouldn’t assume and shouldn’t put too much expectation on other people because human thinking is very creative and fancy. A positive thinking person will not spread negative energy and information to a 3rd party and vice versa.
So I need to ignore the negativity and move on to avoid being drag down.
Is after work, going thru my photography, found pictures which I have taken at Bukit Melawati, Kuala Selangor. It reminds me to appreciate everything and be gratitude with every single thing which is happening.
A mother’s heart is always with her children. No matter how old is their child. I am getting married soon. Nervous. Whenever I think about it sometimes it makes me happy but it sometimes makes me nervous because once I’m married, I will be shifting over to live with my husband. This picture reminds me how my mommy pampered me with her love even though I am already 29 years old >O<
In this earth, everybody has a hearts. Everybody have feelings. As long as you are breathing the oxygen on this earth, you will have all these. Even though they are animals. The have feelings and hearts. When I am there visiting, I realise these monkeys are very friendly. I guess they are used to visitors come and go. They are good poser as well. Love their beautiful eyes.
Those innocent looks. So beautiful and pure. I think they can be better than us human beings. Sometimes, we human are the cruel creatures that destroy their life. Just hope that one day we can live more peacefully together with sincere heart. Every living on earth deserves a good life.
I am going thru a loss and fighting moment. A moment where I am looking for my passion and my goal. Looking for the road that I want to arrive one day.
That is why I am hoping that one day I will be able to get the destination I want to. I am missing the Blue Mountain in Australia. Is beautiful and cooling. The feeling is so good after a long walk, we found this wonderful place.
I know my road path is not going to be easy, but I hope that difficult roads will lead to the beautiful destination.
Photo taken at Australia, Blue Mountain.
I constantly reminding myself with my objective, which is searching for #MyColourfulLife. While searching, I realise one of the most important things is to cultivate positive energy.
I learn to use my photography and add in a positive quote to constantly remind myself to stay positive. I was reading through and article in Entrepreneur and the title was “10 Habits that will dramatically Improve Your Life“.
And one of the points that I love the most is “stay away from people who erode your quality of life” That is why I insert it into my nature and beautiful flower picture.
Photo capture at The Gardens By The Bay,Singapore, in Rain Forest.
Continue my journey with #MyColourfulLife~~
Yesterday only I found out the reason behind White Valentine’s Day and is celebrated first in Japan in the year of 1978 and dated a month after Valentine’s Day.
I never understand the reason behind White Valentine but it reminds me of white colour. The white colour is always linked to pure, clean and positive. I remember capturing a photo of a white flower in Gardens By The Bay during my last trip to Singapore. Then, without waiting, I posted on my Instagram.
Today is my bad day. I accidently absorb the negative energy due to work. I never understand why a human being so scary. Their mind is full of bad intention. I seriously not sure do I still want to stay in the corporate world. I hate this scary world. They make me feel insecure because I am not sure when these bad intentions will drop on me. I feel very demotivated suddenly.
While feeling lost and negative, this photo pop up in my mind. It reminds me to stick to my objectives. Be kind, be positive, be simple and continue creating my colourful life. Never allow the negativity pull me down.
That is why I insert the Power of Positivity quote inside the photo and it has become my Mac wallpaper.
Photo taken at Gardens By The Bay, Singapore.
I need to ensure negativity stay away from me. Never give up!
Another weekend ended. As usual, Monday is always being classified as “blue”.
Today is my Blue day too. Injured my leg after 10KM marathon run on last Saturday. Moving around is not convenient today. So today I will be doing more office task.
While going thru my photography, I was thinking why people always say “Monday Blue”. According to ColorMatters, Blue is embraced as a colour of heaven and authority. Most blues conveys a sense of trust, loyalty, cleanliness and understanding.
While reading further, then only I notice blue is symbolised as depression in American culture. Now I know where Monday Blue come from.
But, in my opinion, I don’t feel the blue colour is that negative. Is nice and calm. Just like the blue flower. Feel so beautiful and sweet with the mixture of green. So Monday is not so blue anymore =) So, start searching my #ColourfulLife now…
Photo taken at Gardens By The Bay, Singapore during last year Christmas 2016.
안녕하새요 제 이름은 안금패
I am not a creative person, I am also not an art person but I like art. I always very curious how all the art pieces being created. I am very impressed with people who can produce beautiful art.
So, I took a step ahead to take part time course to learn Illustrator. I couldn’t use hand to draw, so I use the system to draw an art.
Today I try to use illustrator to come out with bubble effect artwork. Not perfect, but I am happy for a start. I will never give up my Illustrator skill and also my Korean Language. So my first Artwork with my Korean Name.
Nothing is easy, as long as I stick with my objectives, I believe I will be able to do it.
Today is International Women’s Day and I have bought a present for myself which is signed up a web-design course. I am surprised that Job Street has ventured into educational field. That are offering an online course for Web Design. So I was thinking, why not since they have instalment payment for the course.
I know I will be busy with my wedding preparation, but in the same time, I am actually planning to expand my skills. I am searching for “Myself”. Have been a lost girl for 29 years, have been living for others for 7 years. Is time to live for me now.
Is not going to be easy because I am a slow learner, but I hope one day I will be able to find myself. Fuchiko x Hello Kitty will accompany my journey of searching.
절대 포기하지 마새요, 안금패
Monday is always blue. Feeling very tired. Somebody told me that I am thinking too much. That is why I feel so tired. I seriously do not know what am I thinking. I am just seeking for an answer.
So after work, I took the opportunity to share my last Saturday shooting during I am on duty. One of my tenants have organised a Carnival and he called it Carnival for the community. So, I was on duty and I manage to snap some nice photo during the carnival.
This quotation is my favourite quotation. This can be found on their Library Cafe glass panel. Yes, is a library cafe. I will love this cafe because I always love library.
So, this carnival is for the family crowd. Therefore kids activities is a must to have. So they have few counters which are doing art and craft. One of it that attract my attention is this postcard art. I love nature, I love greenery. Isn’t it beautiful.
Another art booth they have is Batik Art. Kids have the opportunity to experience batik colouring. Look at the colours. Just like my theme of 2017, “Colourful Lifestyle”.
Let’s have a wonderful time with colours and nature… They make me feel happier and relax. I seriously hope I able to be more relax and happy. The most important thing is to be MYSELF!
I was playing around my camera Sony A5100. I couldn’t figure out the manual focus function by using the screen tap (sony A5100 have this touch screen focus function). While going thru all the features, after 30minutes, I finally found the features.
So, tadaa….. got the picture I want.. my focus point is on the Hello Kitty Kimono.. lovely Hello Kitty Kimono.
Sometimes, if you really want the thing, you have to work hard and be determined. Never give up 🤗