After my uncle past away, I tried to reflect myself. What have I done? What am I doing? What I want to do? How I want to do it? Why I want this? Where should I start?
All this question is jumbling around my mind and makes me feel that I really have to stay calm and be positive. I have been very negative for the past 5 years. I keep on insulting and cursing on the person who I hate. I always burst temper when I not able to solve the problem. I start shouting every time I nervous. I always back off when I wanted to do something. I always think that I not okay.
Life is too short for me to think all these without solving it. Now that I have reflect back, why should I curse the person who is putting the negative energy on me? It reflected that I am just like one of them. I should be calm and smile and show to the evil person how stupid is him/her. I constantly reminding myself NOW to be calm and listen instate of commenting / arguing. Avoid fake and drama person. They will not help you but to kill you.
I should start doing this that I feel like doing and go ahead with full positive energy that I CAN DO IT!!
Stay calm with my believe, “What Goes Around Comes Around”. What ever bad action we are doing, God is observing. One day, they will have to return with punishment.
Is a rainy day at KL and the time is 12.45am. I’m tired..but I still want to write down my story before I sleep. I hate this feeling of losing someone. Today I see him..tomorrow he is gone. No signal, no last word, not even goodbye. Life is short that you not able to predict when is your last day on earth.
I don’t understand why god made this arrangement, but maybe what goes around comes around. I need to learn to let go all the hatred in order to live peacefully. Today I’m smilling…tomorrow I might not be. If god decided to bring me along, I will go with the burden of hatred.
God…please give me power to let go…please guide me to let go.. I need strength…to stay without hatred.
I just love it when my phone is wearing different apparel…just like us…we wear different cloths everyday…
My lovely couzie assisted me to purchase few new apparels for my lovely phone…
I love the suit case casing the most..Looks so lovely and cute with those stickers…just like the real luggage bag…
My second favorite case is the one with the holder..I like this because the colour is attractive and the hello kitty is everywhere…😉 This was alright too because I love the Hello Kitty with glasses… The silicon type is actually meant to be a standee for the phone..This is how they look like…is good for video/movie viewing…. 😅😆 Actually there is one more which is yet to arrive…will share once I received…
Bought myself a book jacket…love it so much…I am a book lover..I love stationaries very much..I am not crazy with handbags or fashions…but I am crazy with books and stationaries…
Bought this book jacket at MPH One Utama..cost me RM39.00. Not very cheap also not very expensive. Bought it just to reward myself.
I start utilize it on my current reading…The Virgin Way…Richard Branson..one of my idol…😉
I always wonder what is the true meaning of “Volunteer” and how or when can we use the word “Volunteer”? If I search in dictionary.com, Volunteer means that “a person who voluntarily offers himself or herself for a service or undertaking”. It can be also mean that “a person who performs a service willingly and without pay”.
So, what are you going to do if you are actually being told to do something and you are not willing to do it, but because of some reason, you have to do it, else you will have to face the consequences. So, is it still consider as volunteer? What is volunteer?
I always wish that I able to voice out this question, however, due to some reason, I try not to because it will definitely become an issue and “some people” will use it to attack me. That is why I choose to keep quiet and just be calm. Nothing much I can do because I am not an important person, just need to make sure I am myself. What goes around, comes around. So..stay calm and be sincere and positive.
Went to Kuala Selangor on 4th Ocotber to participate in a meaningful praying ceremony. Myself and my family went there to ask favor from god for family health and peace.
We call this Peaceful Bridge..Once the ceremony started, the 12 Chinese zodiac will takes turn to cross the Bridge. Huge beautiful praying joystick..I not too sure why do they need such a big joystick but is really beautiful..
Huge pineapple made by Joss Paper. Sometimes I really very impress how they made it. Different people have different skilss. As a kid, I use to enjoy the time in temple as we will be playing around with no stress. These kids are really having fun with their cartoon balloons.. Ceremony started and I really not too sure what is the paper horse for… I myself are curious with it.
People are crossing the well known peaceful bridge.. Young and old….
Interesting huh…but I pray hard for my parents and my siblings health and safety…pray for my bf family health and safety…that is all I need…